the joy of the Lord is our strength;
hello....guys really dont concentrate in class...so distracting..haha
survey done by me, in just one lecture haha.
wah its really difficult to concentrate during lecture...
the lecturer wont even care about you..sigh
but overall..its fun la =))
well i guess i'm starting to accept guys as friends..its funny still la.
very different..still prefer all girls sch..





whee.here i am.first time back quite early.cos hockey training's cancelled.*sulks. i wanted to run.amazing.had pe before that.doing all the stations.i cant do anything.im so UNFIT.): anyway.hockey season has started!the girls are starting on thurs..whee.hope i can go and watch!!haha.and hope we win. the guys team won jjc 5-0!!(: but my coach not happie..oh well.things have been not so good.): my tests are piling up and im not doing too well in school work either. as in history assignment i flunked. and the teacher said i'm on the right track.. haha. and then there's like 2 tests today and 2 more for the rest of the week. been very rushed. and confused. aiya so many things happening at the same time. and its getting tiring to care for so many things and people. and i dun wanna lose sight of God. cos its so scary. and when i do not think of God in the picture, my mind drifts so easily..like during training can think of irrelevant stuff. i must get to MUGGING mode le. everyone says i am lagging.. sigh. well. yeah. please pray yeah? alot of things on my mind distracting me from God.): sigh.
-yen. goes crazy and dreams about hockey. (:
miss yall.
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i suddenly feel that this blog works!!! haha in like the whole week all of us managed to blog like once..haha so fun..somehow it feels really good to read something from each one of you =). had my first lecture and tutorial re..haha but i know nuts about it. its marketing!!! haha.
no..... michelle koh!!!!!!!! the malay guys are really mean and quite prevertic. at least the chinese guys in my class are nice. and there's one that reminds me of joey haha sad rite. haha. i got to do my baptism homework..sigh i really hate reading, just cant seem to understand sigh. ok off to do my homework!! tata
heys.. sorry i havent been posting.. havent really gotten down to blogging as a whole either. hmms.. well.. nothing much i guess.. it's been a long 2 weeks. quite a reflective nostalgic 2 weeks though. hmms.. dont know why but i guess it's os there's nothing much to do thats why i think.. been spending some good time with God tho and i'm thankful for that. yups. other than that, nothing has been happening.. i havent been working cos missions seems to be overstaffed. and so for the whole of april i'll be slacking around and waiting for poly to start and reading books.. and preparing myself for poly i guess.. actually i realized that it's probably going to be quite scary.. cos i totally dont know a single person who's there.. but i guess it's good in a way.. cos it's like starting anew and maybe it'll be a good change? hmms.. dont know but i hope so.
oh yeahh, i went to apply for a job at this high class italian deli yesterday. it's at boat quay.. called riciotti.. the staff were quite intimidating i guess. but i was just asked to fill in the form and go. nothing much. but i noticed that the staff were mostly foreign. so i dont think i'll get the job. and i'm quite sad about that i guess. cos i think it's a really good job and i can learn a lot from it.. but i doubt i'll be called. i'm still wondering if i should look for another job or not. dont know..
hmms.. yups.. maybe i share here.. about the liyuan thing. i guess it's still bothering me. she admitted that she was avoiding me.. it's quite sad actually that things have to result to this. been wanting to meet up with her to talk things thru.. but she got SA. and she's the study hard kind. yups.. so.. cant.. for the moment.. yups.. just praying that things can return to normal. yups..
oh ethel.. thanks for the letter!! hahas i know i'm quiet.. guess i keep to myself a lot. hehs. yups..
okies. thats all for me for now.. ((: you gals take care kaes? ((:
love, min.
hey hey i'm here!
sorry for not posting, as i told min (or was it ethel? -hmmm-) i don't like posting here cos everything's in CHINESE for me and it sucks cos it's bloody hard to read!! :/ i realised sth, i'm like the most vulgar among all of you haha and that's bad. i must stop speaking like an ah beng. anyway ethel chia! i think malay guys are so much better than chinese guys besides the fact that they say "fuck" alot hur. then again, alot of chinese guys do so too and don't carry it as well as the malays haha. poseurs. lol.
sorry.. maybe it's cos the chinese guys i know are all so.. i dunno what's the word. ooops no offense to all your brothers out there! i don't exactly refer to them. and the malay guys i know are all so sensitive and caring though they smoke and drink and fuck alot haha.
ok ok no more vulgarities. i'm gonna be a Godly women gentle in spirit, quiet in heart haha (sounds familiar rosemary? lol.) or maybe i got the verse wrong -hmm-
ey all of you all also must be! :)
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
hey girls....i'm so tired..i just finished my last day of orientation..but it didnt end very well tho. but overall its nice. i've got nice classmates...dont really know what to talk to the girls but i have the girl friend whom i hang around with but the ****word comes out really quick but she's ok, i really want to share with her but dont seem to have the chance. hmmm maybe can pray that i'll get to share with her, through my 3 years in nyp and i prefer talking to the chinese guys. they are much more gentlementhen that malay guys and then again i dont really like the malay guys, yeah maybe i'm racist, but they're really vulgar or actually not only them but they are others too la but overall, dont really like them.. its like **** here **** there and i'm like er...i dont know what to say, dont feel comfortable at all..like really..its like er..i just sit there and keep quiet. and when playing games, my group keeps winning, and they even cheated to win and they're like damn happy about it. and like today, they cheated again and they got caught and my classmate was like..no we never...its like damn obvious la..i was like damn embarrassed. i've been trying to be nice in school, trying as hard not to judge people...thats why i think overall my classmates aka og is fun..because if i were to not like them, it'll be damn hard to get along...yea so i decided to like treat them as equals.i'm like quite drained re.so tired..and my computer has not been working well..ah its sucks..and this week i suddenly feel like i'm drifting from God like i didnt spend enough time with Him. hmmmm like yesterday, first time in manys years, i slept at like before 10.30pm, so unbelieveable, i didnt even believe myself. haha...yeah guesss i was like damn tired. ok guess thats all ig ot to say. =) bs this sat rite??yen jia you!!! -ethel!!
hey dears! yup it's me dropping in-got some time in my office so i'll write some stuff...thanks for keeping this blog alive-i do apologise tt i dont write very often but it really helps keep us up to date with one another's lives! n yes yen let us do keep praying for each other-n we shall pray this sat during bs ok?

yen dear don't blame urself for her-it's not ur fault. visit her when u can, n keep praying for her k?it's e best we all can do. God is a powerful God-He can do so much more than we can. n when u get tired-as i know jc is, ask our Lord for strength. jc teachers can b very mean-try not to take it to heart k?

once my lit tutotr told me my essay has no content. i was like err....ok...but well i passed anyway ;P

n thel i'm real happy for u tt u're happy!ive been praying for u tt u will b a light where u r-n i'm sure u will b.n yes let us keep praying tt e lord will change us to be better pple-refining us everyday!

min how r u? how was tues? how's work at e clinic?

mitz-where r u?haha hang in there n press on k-sec 4 is definitely not ez but God is with u thru it all.

as for myself-think i caught a cold-but still alright. having some sleepless nights-which r act very rare in my life.so pray for me tt i will get enough rest esp spiritually k?

thanks dears n i'll cya all real soon!

love loads,rose
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hey girls!!! my og is so fun and and ogl is so nice too..=) i'm enjoying school..like alot. haha so fun. and i just made this new friend, laura, she's my friend that i hang out with in sch nowadays. orientation is so tiring but so fun!!!!!haha yeah i'm enjoying school...
today is a mix of emotions. i didn't wanna go to school. i had to choose between a class farewell, hockey training or visiting a friend in hospital. i was shaken badly when i found out she went to hospital, cos i knew that i had seen it coming, but as a weatherman, i can't change things around me.. yet i didn't even warn her. i saw her crumble before me and i knew not what to do but weep in anguish and sadness for not being able to prevent such a thing. i cried on the bus to school.. if that wasn't bad enough, i had to rush all my work. the weekend had been nothing more than a mad rush and trying to catch up with the piles of work in front of me. i struggle to understand how to cope without having to be told that i am below average and i have to drop something. i have a feeling that i have my priorities all wrong and that i must have sometime to sort this BIG mess out. i find weekends a comfort to be with God again. i know i forsake Him during the week, and saturdays remind me that i got to get down on earth. yet i am angered when i get so distracted and drift so far from him. i feel totally wrong everyday... was upset with myself today. i couldn't get anything done right.was so blur and tired that i was drifting during lessons, falling asleep and being tempted to draw lines. ): well, i wouldn't cos someone took my sharp stuff. anyway.. i got 'scolded' by my history tutor for handing in lousy work. cos my handwriting was small and i couldn't fill 3 pages. dumb. so had to stay in school and do the outline all over again. was late for training. hockey seniors playing against acjc friendly match. hairin was like "ok. be there beofre 545." in such a stern voice. :\ oh wells. and i couldn't visit her le. ): so training was ok. my coach asked the goalie to let one goal in. dots. the team upset about that. went home and i feel so tired. ): as usual. hope i can prepare bsand study for the upcoming tests. with training 4 times a week. i gotta rush. see ya. lets pray soon k? -yen.
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
my stupid computer crashed...i'm so sad!
my school starts in like 10 hours time...my goodness!!

the joy of the Lord is our strength;
hey yen....you ok?? hang in there, all of us are praying for you ((=
well then i guess all you need will be good time management?!?
hmm dont tire yourself too much okie?? smile
well i'm starting school soon too
hmm..guess i'll also hope for good time management too
and hope i wont drift from God..thats the most impt
sometimes when things pile up and slowly getting busy, we tend to forget about GOD
so yeah maybe can pray for me that i'll know what's right and wrong
and be a good testimony for the people school (=
hey. :D yen here.. just came back from training.. tiring but fun. hockey is so addictive.. once i got substituted in to play.. i didn't want to stop.. till the coach ask me take time out. ): haha. oh well.. was running around and trying to beat the seniors. haha. so fun. but i realise that all my work is piling up. like my lit readings and my history so many assignments. and what's worse is that they dun give u much info. only like a reading list and we have to photocopy the stuff.. bleah. i got no time to, cos trainings are 4 times a week.. sigh.. must really get down to doing my stuff.. let's pray together soon? i need to be more focused on God, so many things bothering me. and i get so easily down.. it bothers me that i may not seem to be being a good testimony for God. and it angers me when i can't stand up for what i belive in. and have to compromise..i fear that i am nearing breaking point.. cos i feel like i'm gonna break down.. soon. well, pray. cos only God can help me..
whee. hockey's taking up most of my time. i miss church and being around u all. ): i ran so much.. 50 rounds in 5 days. i feel so tired.. gotta go. training at delta at 6.45 am. crazy.. whee.
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
bad bad bad bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my day is/was bad!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!
bad headache
dont know leh..
its like this morning, i had to work but i couldnt wake up...then wanted to eat breakfast but my maid didnt watch the bread.
then go to work
so many things to do, wrapped like 3 boxes of gauze.
never rest at alllll
then had headache
and its all because of my nose
then
its like i sleep like SO MUCH
but i'm lke damn tired la
and i always dream
and now i hate dreaming, because it means that my brain lacks oxygen.
ah i hate this feeling.
someone told me not to think so negatively and that i should just blame it on satan.
but knowing myself, it will just be an excuse after a while because it'll never be my own fault.
sigh. everytime when i'm in a bad mood, it always looks very ugly. it shows how ugly because there's no love in it, no peace, just bad bad bad. yeah. thats about my day
ethel

the joy of the Lord is our strength;
i officially know how it feels to go through core bs. hahahahahaha abit slow arh.. but i'm the last one!! haha its quite interesting and different then our bs hor!!dont you all agree??? haha and the guyd are so mean...and i think its quite stressful too leh. i nearly cried. cox i was very stress and very slow, couldnt really catch what they say and most of the time they are crapping...once in a while still ok but after a while it gets abit irritating. haha oh well..looking to forward to yen's bs and my own...sounds funny arh..look forward to my own..but hahah anywayshope you girls are doing well wherever you are!!! ok..smile!!!!!
ethel
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
hello!! where's everybody!!??!! well guess i', the only one that can make the blog more a live ? ahahaha oh well. i think bs was quite fun today!! haha we had friends!! corlissa and lai peng. they added abit more live to our bs.. =)ok yeah hmmm... ok why is this blog so dead? sigh!
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
oh everything is settled. i finally sent out my application forms all done! haha and i had my persoanl retreat today. to me it was a failed attempt. sigh.
the joy of the Lord is our strength;
yeah guess what i craeted a blog. ah. so dumb rite...i'm like so against it. haha. only for yougirls to read la. dont link here link there ok. wont really tell people that i have a blog. probably for my convenience sake, when i'm quite lazy to write things down in a hournal, i'll blog. haha so yeah. =)
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lalalalala yay!!!! finally got pictures!!!!!!!!!dont ask me how i did it....i took alot of time....ah!!! haha. well i put all of our faces in it... dont blame me if you dont like it okok
hahaha because thats all i have....
want to find out how i did it....dont ask...its damn complicated..haha
probably teach you how to do it some other time
haha
okok!!!!! =)
ethel
me yen 

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oh man there are like suppose to have pics here!!!!argh so irritating!!
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hello!!! i'm starting school re....like in two weeks time. was just sharing with yen how i will want to join cf because i dont want to be swayed. and how i'm afraid i'll change and stuff. and latest news i found out from Xingtang. i found out that my course is an elite course un NYP. and they are the sort that hangout together, like either at the library or at the soprts complex. like damn stuck up that kind la. i'm so scared i'll become like that. =( i mean i cant really describe. its just so scary! sigh. k la will end here. ethel
heys everyone.. i'm back. yeahh havent been blogging much at all recently.. so i decided to come here and blog abit. hmms.. well.. i really enjoyed the dg outing yesterday!! ((: really thank God for availing all of us to meet up after so long to catch up and to share our lives again. yeahh.. so just wanted to thank all of you all. hehs. i love you gals loads too (:
well.. i'm not really in the best of moods now.. i just received my poly enrolment package.. and i checked the semester calendar.. and i won't be able to make it at all for the sisters retreat and camp. *sobs. quite sad lahh i mean i'm kind of looking forward to both of em.. but i can't go cos i'll have school. *sigh.. i feel quite disappointed and upset. =/ but well i guess it can't be helped right? not all things really go my way anyway.. guess it's in God's plan somehow that i don't go for these yf events.. well at least not full time.. yeahh..
hmms.. today's message struck me. esp the part on girls saying that guys are heartless.. hmms.. it really struck me that we are actually chauvanistic when we say so. =/ hmms. yeahh hahas. oh wells.. guess april will be working and more slacking ard for me =/ yeahh so hope to talk to you all soon. hehs. byeeee
min.

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