the joy of the Lord is our strength;
bad bad bad bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my day is/was bad!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!
bad headache
dont know leh..
its like this morning, i had to work but i couldnt wake up...then wanted to eat breakfast but my maid didnt watch the bread.
then go to work
so many things to do, wrapped like 3 boxes of gauze.
never rest at alllll
then had headache
and its all because of my nose
then
its like i sleep like SO MUCH
but i'm lke damn tired la
and i always dream
and now i hate dreaming, because it means that my brain lacks oxygen.
ah i hate this feeling.
someone told me not to think so negatively and that i should just blame it on satan.
but knowing myself, it will just be an excuse after a while because it'll never be my own fault.
sigh. everytime when i'm in a bad mood, it always looks very ugly. it shows how ugly because there's no love in it, no peace, just bad bad bad. yeah. thats about my day
ethel