the joy of the Lord is our strength;
hey girls....i'm so tired..i just finished my last day of orientation..but it didnt end very well tho. but overall its nice. i've got nice classmates...dont really know what to talk to the girls but i have the girl friend whom i hang around with but the ****word comes out really quick but she's ok, i really want to share with her but dont seem to have the chance. hmmm maybe can pray that i'll get to share with her, through my 3 years in nyp and i prefer talking to the chinese guys. they are much more gentlementhen that malay guys and then again i dont really like the malay guys, yeah maybe i'm racist, but they're really vulgar or actually not only them but they are others too la but overall, dont really like them.. its like **** here **** there and i'm like er...i dont know what to say, dont feel comfortable at all..like really..its like er..i just sit there and keep quiet. and when playing games, my group keeps winning, and they even cheated to win and they're like damn happy about it. and like today, they cheated again and they got caught and my classmate was like..no we never...its like damn obvious la..i was like damn embarrassed. i've been trying to be nice in school, trying as hard not to judge people...thats why i think overall my classmates aka og is fun..because if i were to not like them, it'll be damn hard to get along...yea so i decided to like treat them as equals.i'm like quite drained re.so tired..and my computer has not been working well..ah its sucks..and this week i suddenly feel like i'm drifting from God like i didnt spend enough time with Him. hmmmm like yesterday, first time in manys years, i slept at like before 10.30pm, so unbelieveable, i didnt even believe myself. haha...yeah guesss i was like damn tired. ok guess thats all ig ot to say. =) bs this sat rite??yen jia you!!! -ethel!!