hey. (: yupp. u all know that results are out le.. i've got not much feelings. as usual. heh..but yeah. its better than i expected. the whole atmosphere is like kinda tense. thot i'd die of pressure.. haha. but then after i got my results.. i have no feeling. i dunno. i thanked God of course.. then i just felt that maybe God has plans to reveal to me, that He hasn't. i guess it is.. before we got our results. our principal, who's from new creation, prayed like a really long prayer.. its abit weird. as in like she said 'that all the students would realise that they are special and want to know ur will.' maybe i've not been myself these past few weeks.. i mean. i realise how much i have not been taking things with God in the picture and how altho i do talk about Him, its like secondary. my actions too.. not good cos i feel i don't include God..hmm. and lots of the things i did.. don't have God in them. so yeah.. should get things right with God and not care so much about man.. cos ultimately im serving God not men..
pray for me. that i will let things go to God. cos i think i gotta learn that only God can handle all things and i can't do it with my own strength. and pray that i'll honour God thru joy and sorrow.. yeah.and that i wouldn't focus on so many other things but on Him alone.
there i finally posted.. save it from becoming ethel's blog. (: love ya all..-yen.