hey.yen here.havent been online. gotta make it short.. well.i've been to cjc for 5 days now. orientation just ended today. i still feel like an alien, made some new frens but realised how much i miss church. things have changed... and well, not that i dun like it. its different and takes time to get used to. school is tiring. went to sentosa and got drenched walking in the rain. and then the sun cameout and baked us all. but i'm not really burnt. went back and fell asleep. its different sitting bus and train alone now. but its alright. thing what is really bugging me is not having time to spend with God. as in.. i do still but coupled with my exhaustion and things i have to do, its kinda less often. been worried over so many things,so many frens.also, still struglling to come to grasp with the fact that i'm never going to ac le. and that i'll be in cjc.and that i feel more alone..admist the crowd of strangers. tho i must really thank God for bringing my focus back to Him on good friday. managed to talk to my classmate about Chritianity and about stuff. she's Christian tho. but glad i could talk about it.. i dunno. u all know i dun really socialise much one..so its really hard.yeahh. well. i think i'll make it. tho my constant worry is that i'll get too busy with school and even neglect service in church. must scold me k?? i really need time with God.we'll see. gtg. another time.cya. yen.